Oh my...

[crimson]

Beloved members of WinterClan,

I'm ashamed that I have to come crawling back to the place I call home. I cry at the fact I'm on my knees, begging you all to forgive me and try to make some room in your hearts for me. Please, just hear me out. You don't have to forgive me, but just listen.

Maybe some of you know, and some of you don't. Ever since I was a baby I've suffered from a really weak immune system and extensive kidney damage due to unrinary tract infections and kidney infections. They used to be much worse when I was younger, just a couple years old, and back then I'd be in and out of Sick Kids Hospital every two weeks or so, and had one or two very near-death experiences there. However, they aren't so severe now. I stopped getting them when I was seven or eight maybe, and I didn't get them for a good while.

But, like dust in the wind, things never are forever, and I started getting a lot of UTI's and kidney infections again last year. Like I said, they aren't as bad as when I was little, but definately not insignificant either. Last year and the year before, both times in November, I nearly went to the hospital due to severe infections and gastro-intestinal viruses. This past December I had e.Coli and almost broke my ankle, and I've just been really sick since the fall. It's pretty much killed my immune system, so the pattern is whenever I get either a UTI or kidney infection, it weakens my immune system, and then when it passes I stay just sick, like with a flu or stomach virus or something, for maybe a month. When the flu-like thing is gone, then the UTI's or whatever start up again, and it's a vicious circle of constant sickness.

I'm also at a new and very different (in the best way possible) school, starting my first year of high sschool, and I'm stilling getting used to everything. The work load's been a little crazy this January.

I'm also getting a lot of tests and catch-up's done at Sick Kids now that I'm almost 15 so I've been having to go down and get a lot of ultrasounds and VCUG's and stuff.


Well, to put things plainly, I'm having one helluva year. I know I'm not the only one that has problems or complications in their lives. And I admire and respect you all for finding time to come here, to home, and share your worlds with everyone else's. I didn't have the time before, but I'm making it now, and please, try and forgive me. I've missed you all and this site and my wonderful characters: Crimson and Dead and Soul and Lynxy.

I will send a former apology to the admins right after homework. Please, if there is anything I can help with, let me know. If there is anything specific that you need me to start posting in or catch up on, please let me know and I'll get right to it.
I love you guys so much.
WinterClans, as well as all of you dedicated members, are my life, my big happy family. You have no idea how wonderful it is to be home.
Thanks so much guys!

Love always

[/i]
Crim.

PS: I will be in South America from March 6th - 21st, in Suriname, in the amazon rainforest, so I will not be on during that time. Thank you.[/blockquote][/color]

[[Ridge] of [Sapphire] light]

CRIM!!!!! -tackles- O my gosh I missed you soooooo much! My charries missed you too. I didn't know any of that about you...but don't worry. I missed you to much to even be angry. So i forgive you!!! I love you Crim!!!! and as for posting places, we are just getting finished with the move, us admins have opted to time jump and just start posting in the boards regularly. Icey wants a med cat meeting to get going...so talk to her about that...and I think that's all. Welcome home by the way, and I totally know how you feel about it being home too. anyway Love you PM me if you need anything.

[crimson]

*glomphugrollingtacklegrin* SPOTTEH! oh my gosh I missed you too! ^w^
Roger that. I'll PM Icey about that right away. Thank so much Spotty! I luffs you.

[cursedweirdo]

CRIIIIIIIIIIIIMSSYYYYYY!!~~


*spam, but I can say nothing else *

[--|Sootie|--]

Hiya Crimsy!!! So glad to see that your back, and of course we all completley forgive you, you've done nothing worng. We all have to have time off due to sickness, or school work. The site is finally moving again, so maybe that'll be motivation for others to start RPing, so this will be a better place to be. Nice to see you again, we missed you loads XD

[gallilea]

awww crim! get un-illnessed!!!! i don't think anyone here could be pissed at you if they tried

if you want we could do a little dead teaching gracie about being a medicine cat. right now she's like "*snort herb* This is a plant."

[--|Sootie|--]

Is snorting herbs not illegal?

[gallilea]

get your mind out of the prison cell! we're talking catnip and thyme here! you silly goose :3

[--|Sootie|--]

Just saying XD

[angelwing]

That really sux with all the infections and stuff ;~;
And why would anyone be mad at you? o.o

Hope your feeling better! ^^

[angelwing]

Feb 17, 2009 10:08:47 GMT -5 --|Sootie|-- said:

Is snorting herbs not illegal?

Rofl.
Catnip, maybe. XD